2:00 A.M. — ON THE BUNSHAFT’S COUCH

After I awakened at 2:00 A.M. the following is what I wrote in the dark, in my notebook.

The Silence –

All of life dances on the surface of it.

All effort is non-effort. The best effort is non-effort.

All light is a gift of God.

It is so simple, it is nothing at all.

There is some sweetness to it – a subtle fragrance.

I am my own guru. He is me.

It really is so silly – I was always enlightened, now I just know it.

It has already become established. It will never go away. Where can it go?

This is not an ego thing. It is a not ego thing.

I am writing words I cannot see. Because really words cannot be seen.

The deep silence of 2:00 A.M. is mine.

I am all the creation. It is all inside me.

All of the words in all of the books ever written mean nothing at all.
Light is such a gift!

The Silence permeates creation everywhere. It is like little spaces between the beads of light that make up the illusion.

It really is all illusion but that is okay because it gives us a place to act like a movie set, like a play.

I can only tell the truth. There are no more lies. What I know is real. All doubt is gone.

This is like trying on a new coat or shirt to see if it fits.

It is just sweet, so very sweet.

I have come home. To my Creator.

God is driving – so whatever happens in this life, is God’s doing.

Ignorance is, not believing what you already know.

God provides everything. So any doubt is ridiculous. Even if we don’t believe it, it is true.

I am far less special than I was. Now I am not special at all. I am just That!

This is very funny!

Now I see why the audience was laughing.

Relationships: Acceptance is the key. You accept every single thing about another person, because that is, after all, who they are! Acceptance is the key!
Accept the state fully, in which you live. You already have everything. There is not one thing that will ever be added to you. Only taken away – and that’s a good thing!

Awakening is nothing added on. Only something taken away – the veil of illusion.

Live: in the place with the most Bliss.

This is a great relief. There is nothing more to do. This is the beginning and the end.

Just stop.
Do nothing.
Give up everything.
Give up.

And there it is. Have it All.

Posted by Tony at June 7, 2005 04:12 PM